sometimes, I feel like I'm like Jane Austin in Finding Jane

fighting with the tide of normality and oppression of the negative ideals of the people today

Just that I'm not a girl you know
and it's difficult abstaining yourself from your ideas
I hate being this way
I hate myself haha!
Come on dude think positive!
How can you possibly write about helping others when you feel like this!?

I think i need my friends right now
Haha,
Where are they?